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February, 2008 Stuckbeen alone 4 few days since I moved to live with betty. started to feel bored and start to think of the fuckin past. wow.. that felt bad. then I start to think why I can't get rid of the past, adi's mom said I was just try to avoid the past(been talk with her for a short time). I thought so, but even lo, I don't konw or understand what does it mean by Face the past?
how do you exactly face it then? write it up? talk to the chycology dr?... hahhah well I guess it's better to keep busy then.
Busy coz Lazy...
Jc September, 2007 Five YearsCaution!! b4 you read. plz concern that this article is shit! so if you wanna waste your time, then you read it and leave only one word that is releated to your first dream.
been read a blog from my GF's friend, that were discussing about five years, basiclly saying
what do you wanna do in five years?
who you wanna be in five years?
how you wanna do it in five years?
when you start your five years plan?
where will you be in five years?
But the interesting things is not just here but also trace back to once you set your target then
what do you wanna do in four years in order to achive your five years plan?
who you wanna be in four years in order to achive your five years plan?
how you wanna do it in four years in order to achive your five years plan?
when you start your four years plan in order to achive your five years plan?
where will you be in four years in order to achive your five years plan? and so on.
example if you set a target on ceo of the Microsoft(damn!! that is hard). in four years time you will at least be a chef manager in microsoft. in three years time you will at least be a senior manager in microsoft. in two years time you will be at least be a junior in microsoft and within a year you will at least be an employee in Microsoft(is this hard?). within 6 months you will gather every possible knowledge that will build up your foundation to keep you stay in microsoft( I guess it will result another Edison in this century).
But if you think deeply a bit, the nearst future target you set for yourself. is that hard? I guess that's depending how hard you set your five years plan lo. do you think so?
personally I did samething years ago. but as time passed, the so called few years plan( I did actually divided as the way perviously described) has just fade away from my brain and my life. why is that? continualy keeping dreams is hard? I don't know ? I guess so, but I trust ppl who have dream can live more meaningful than ppl who doesn't have one.
in conclusion, this articale is kind of shit that talk about nothing .
mine will be "Tank" as I always remenber I wann use tank to blow up my elementry school. why? just thinking that way that's all no reason.
hahahhahah
Jc September, 2007 ScaryIt is quiet scary actually, coz this is the first time that I start to write out a damn blog that will probably expose my personal emotion to the fukin world. I would normally have a different appearence that I could escape from ppl whom I don't know but afraid to let them enter my mind. what I am scared about, what I am care about, what I thinking about, what I am worried about, what I am happy about.
Thinking that I would like ppl not to read my mind but on the other hand I would like this little paragraph would be read by someone. what a contradiction mind of mine. using the right word? don't know. using the right tense? don't know. my life actually full of question, but as I grow I start to pretend that I knew it like I used to it already. why? ADULT..............
By the way, why english? coz it will reduce ppl whom I know form reading this shit....hahahha
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